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An Inward Thought
02:42
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Just another dreary night
Alone behind the wheel
The need to rest her weary eyes
She'll yield to fate's ideal
Some may say it's God's plan
I say it's just a shame
For a god that would take her
Is a god to be damned
Soon her eyes fall shut and then
The real hell begins
She wonders where she currently is
Or where she's soon to be
Is this dream or reality?
She sure can't decide
It will hit her like a ton of bricks
In death she'll soon reside
Wake up Christina,
Wake up Christina!
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Numb is he who keeps on doubting every single thing
The times we had in disarray, who knows what tomorrow brings?
Hurting you to hurt myself, or perhaps the other way
I can't imagine you'll forget, regardless what was said
[Chorus]
Money talks and bullshit walks, you've heard it time and again
And if I said that one described me
Which would you think it is?
You tell me to believe in myself, yet you can't believe in me
The nightmares that would always wake you
Aren't all that far from the truth
Words mean little when the actions behind them say the opposite
Compulsive ways define existing, deceit comes natural soon with time
I'm torn in two, can't tell who the real me is
Fear of the unknown, or is it nothingness
I'm scared of being scared, afraid of losing what I love
This life has given me not so very much
[Chorus]
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Near, Yet So Far Away
07:19
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Witness the beholder of loneliness itself
A glimmer of hope
I soon catch sight
Why must you be so far?
Decrepit and disowned is the one who's cast alone
The shackles that keep me still
Have dissolved every ounce of will
Near, yet so far away
I stand before you now
Within mind's reach
But unable to see
The one I hold so dear that I can't think clearly
My regrets
But I must depart
It's the only way
A brand new start
A love that's wasted
Is no love at all
Withhold all feelings
Withstand the fall
Near, yet so far away
I stand before you now
Within mind's reach
But unable to see
Why the one I held so dear meant anything to me
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Sights and sounds soon merge as one
Shapes and waves are one and the same
Insanity greets my doorway
What's that light around the corner?
Is it you, the one I love?
Or is it just another damned mirage?
A broken high subsides
Unexplainable light
A severed tie that I'll crave to find
I walk into the light
For it calls me near
And it welcomes me
For I have no fear
I know it's right
But I can't explain
My life goes blind
It's just a matter of time
A light that never dies
Soon seeks to pacify
Chemicals breach my mind
Watch life pass before my eyes
Insanity greets my doorway
I owe it all to the light around the corner
As death consumes all life
Faces, families, trials and terrors
Loves, hates, successes, and failures
Soon fall into sheets of empty grey
All vibrancy is lost
I'm stuck in infinite pause
All meaning is gone while I'm stuck inside this void
Pure nothingness
I walk into the light
For it calls me near
And it welcomes me
For I have no fear
I know it's right
But I can't explain
My life goes blind
And now my eyes
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Through the Motions
06:12
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Going through the motions
Time's in standstill
What's the point in living when life's already gone?
My friends, my loved ones
Disappear at a glance
Time's in standstill
All is but a trance
Has everyone given up on me
Not a care in sight
No eyes, no souls, no minds
Pay their heed to my existence
Living happily without me
Staring out the window
Wondering who I am
And how I keep on living
Roads paved with gold
The myths of man
All the roads I walk
Nothing left but sand
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Ultimatum
06:38
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To whom I write this letter
An ultimatum, I guess you'd say
Don't think for once that you don't mean
Anything to me
It's just, deep down
I know we aren't meant to be
[Chorus]
Believe in yourself and make today
A better day for you and me
Your own happiness is my priority
That's why you should leave me be
Weight receding off my shoulders
Free of those that keep me down
It's only up from here sincerely
Don't think I'll even turn around!
[Chorus]
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Amber of the Land Hillsboro, Illinois
A programmed metal project by Adam O'Dell.
I also put my electronic projects on this page under my actual name.
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