Name: Disloyalty (Healing Pains)
Duration: P00H07M03S
Description: In memory of who I used to be

Disloyalty (Healing Pains)

from What's That Light Around the Corner? (Remixed & Remastered) by Amber of the Land

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In memory of who I used to be

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Numb is he who keeps on doubting every single thing
The times we had in disarray, who knows what tomorrow brings?

Hurting you to hurt myself, or perhaps the other way
I can't imagine you'll forget, regardless what was said

[Chorus]
Money talks and bullshit walks, you've heard it time and again
And if I said that one described me
Which would you think it is?

You tell me to believe in myself, yet you can't believe in me
The nightmares that would always wake you
Aren't all that far from the truth

Words mean little when the actions behind them say the opposite
Compulsive ways define existing, deceit comes natural soon with time

I'm torn in two, can't tell who the real me is
Fear of the unknown, or is it nothingness
I'm scared of being scared, afraid of losing what I love
This life has given me not so very much

[Chorus]

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from What's That Light Around the Corner? (Remixed & Remastered), released December 15, 2019

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Amber of the Land Hillsboro, Illinois

A programmed metal project by Adam O'Dell.

I also put my electronic projects on this page under my actual name.

My music is now CC Attribution licensed.

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